Post by WalksInSpirit on Nov 3, 2005 21:19:59 GMT -5
Dream Chat: 10-21-05
(08:10:13) (Rose) Merri what do rainbows rep ?
(08:10:36) (host-merri) They are God's promise to man, Rose
(08:10:58) (host-merri) a reminder
(08:11:06) (Rose) of course I thought you were going to say something else seeingas its dream lol
(08:11:17) (Rose) im hopelees at reading dreams
(08:11:49) (host-merri) in most cases would mean the symbolize the same in a dream
(08:12:12) (Rose) merri what would a parapalegic man turning into a headless dog biting a bully dog on the bum represent ?
(08:12:23) (Rose) I kid you not
(08:12:33) (host-merri) lol I hope you are joking!!
(08:12:50) (Rose) no Im serious it was apart of a dream the other night
(08:12:58) (Roz) your agressive self has probesms w/ loyalty
(08:13:23) (Rose) so yousee why I have trouble interpreting my dreams
(08:13:47) (Rose) do you think I should see a phsyce doctor LOL
(08:14:17) (host-merri) well break it down Rose
(08:14:18) (Rose) Merri ??? any insights ?
(08:14:46) (host-merri) a paraplegic man would be unable to act
(08:15:05) (host-merri) headless dog, loosing ones head
(08:15:06) (Rose) it was part of a long dream all about performers ( I used to be in theatre my dream was to be a pro Storyteller )
(08:15:57) (Rose) 2 guys street performers are swapping stories 1 is patronising to the guy in the wheel chair next thing I hav ehim on aleash and they have turned inot dogd
(08:16:01) (host-merri) and being a bully to others
(08:16:11) (Cheryl45) Headless; leaderless, without guidance, acting witout thinking thru or folloeing thru the Consequences, maybe?
(08:16:41) (Rose) dogs and the wheelchair guy is now a headless dog biting the other one ( who looked like atortosshell porcupine ) on the bum
(08:17:28) (host-merri) good points Cheryl
(08:17:47) (Qrious) headless dog biting another.. hmm hard to imagine.
(08:18:02) (host-merri) what's going on in your life at the present time Rose
(08:18:14) (Rose) yeah it looked wierd a bitingstump
(08:18:25) (Qrious) dog eat dog life on the road?
(08:18:26) (host-merri) lol Q would take some imagining
(08:18:31) (Rose) oooooooh hmm lots really
(08:18:36) (Rose) family demanding
(08:19:04) (Rose) feeling bullied by my big girl to be a better mum - do it her way -
(08:19:21) (host-merri) there you go
(08:19:29) (Anonymous) thinking same thing
(08:19:36) (Rose) yes i realsied as i wrote it
(08:19:37) (Rose) ty
(08:19:49) (Rose) so I should bite my big girl ? lol
(08:19:53) (host-merri) do you feel the inability to act over some situation?
(08:19:55) (Anonymous) lololol
(08:20:03) (Anonymous) nip it in the bud maybe
(08:20:11) (Rose) yes often due to illness i am unable to follow thru
(08:20:19) (Rose) oh wheelchair
(08:20:32) (host-merri) yes and the paraplegic
(08:20:46) (Rose) have more demands than i can do a good job with
(08:21:00) (Rose) yes often feel powerless to change some things
(08:21:02) (Rose) hmmm
(08:21:11) (host-merri) one step at a time Rose
(08:21:20) (Rose) yes thank you
(08:21:38) (host-merri) thankyou for sharing
(08:21:43) (Rose) yw
(08:22:03) (host-merri) anyone else with a dream to share
(08:23:39) (host-merri) crystal do you have a dream for us
(08:23:57) (crystal_ca) no merri I don't remember my dreams
(08:23:59) (Rose) I have another one short one
(08:24:04) (crystal_ca) thanks for asking merri
(08:24:19) (host-merri) we will have to work on that crystal
(08:24:53) (Anonymous) what about a series of dreams more short visions i guess....seem to only last few seconds ,,,just long enuff to pass on message
(08:24:56) (Rose) The moon is rising Blood red in the West and as it comes over it turns into a space ship of beings from all over the universe come to take over earths affairs
(08:25:23) (host-merri) sometimes that is all that is needed Anon
(08:26:24) (Qrious) space ships Rose?
(08:27:39) (host-merri) could be the answers to world affairs will come from another source
(08:32:51) (host-merri) any questions about dreams or dream recall
(08:33:19) (myrtle2165) i seem to have a series of dreams visions maybe
(08:33:39) (host-merri) tell us myrtle
(08:33:40) (myrtle2165) same man in each one first one he grabs me by the hand and walks me thru a door
(08:34:12) (myrtle2165) second one we are talking on phone and very casual..he has been busy .;so have i ..love you see u soon is said
(08:34:15) (Rose) I wonder about those who have the ability to ghange what is happening in their dream and have concious awareness while dreaming Merri ????
(08:34:20) (myrtle2165) third one baffles me tho
(08:34:51) (myrtle2165) i enter his home with a female friend..introduce them..but he is a head only blood red heart on the floor
(08:34:57) (myrtle2165) but it feels normal
(08:35:00) (host-merri) that is called lucid dreaming Rose
(08:35:28) (myrtle2165) i introduce them he kisses her cheeek as normal,,,blows me a kiss then poof he is a whole body looking at me and color is normal
(08:35:32) (Rose) what defines lucid dreaming Merri ?
(08:36:01) (myrtle2165) his head is a red heart on the floor but felt normal to me in the dream
(08:36:15) (host-merri) loosing ones head and heart to a relationship myrtle
(08:36:28) (myrtle2165) woooooooo hooooooooooooo
(08:36:31) (myrtle2165) LOL
(08:36:31) (ron) towards you, that is
(08:36:37) (host-merri) being conscious of the fact you are dreaming Rose
(08:36:57) (myrtle2165) he is to come on valentines day he chose the date im so excited
(08:37:32) (Rose) what does this imply ? lucid dreaming - all my kids do it ?
(08:37:44) (Rose) awesome Myrtle !!!!!
(08:37:49) (myrtle2165) ok here is one but not so much dream as symbol tho black heart with thin red lining to it????
(08:37:56) (Qrious) he's a magician and is playing his hand quicker than the eye.. or maybe its a cloak and dagger illusion.. gotta admit thow'.. head and heart on the floor.. far out.
(08:37:57) (myrtle2165) ty rose we been falling for a long time now
(08:38:09) (myrtle2165) he is one to show his feelings intent but not so much to speak it
(08:38:51) (myrtle2165) what info i found on heart on floor was showing his passion and that is is my foundation for love
(08:38:57) (Qrious) black heart.. with thin line.. could be heart trouble concerning his ateries.
(08:39:01) (myrtle2165) but i always need validation
(08:39:07) (host-merri) Black usually symbolizes obstacles myrtle
(08:39:09) (Qrious) arteries.. I mean.
(08:39:12) (myrtle2165) qrious u crack me up
(08:39:24) (ron) more has to do with his thoughts regarding your friend, not you
(08:39:34) (myrtle2165) it has something to do with our relationship
(08:39:40) (Qrious) this time I am serious.. I have heart trouble.. and it was an artery.
(08:39:51) (myrtle2165) i asked him if it meant n obstacle he said no
(08:39:52) (Raleigh) hmmmm
(08:40:05) (myrtle2165) awwwww Q i thought ui meant my vision
(08:40:12) (Qrious) taken care of though.. so just thinking its simular.
(08:40:15) (Raleigh) and heart guy i see him
(08:40:27) (myrtle2165) ty raleigh in the bible old testament it stands for the pupil of the eye or apple of the eye
(08:40:37) (Raleigh) say catholic symbol fopr jesus i feel myr
(08:40:53) (myrtle2165) well now that is a new perspective
(08:40:54) (host-merri) a black heart?
(08:40:54) (Raleigh) myr is special
(08:40:56) (myrtle2165) catholic
(08:41:04) (Raleigh) myr = love btw
(08:41:09) (Raleigh) yes
(08:41:10) (myrtle2165) ty raleigh everything about him is special almost unreal
(08:41:16) (myrtle2165) awwwww
(08:41:26) (Raleigh) catholic symbol for god myr
(08:41:30) (host-merri) I have never seen that Ral
(08:41:36) (myrtle2165) yes merri black heart with red lining
(08:41:41) (Raleigh) yes merri
(08:41:48) (myrtle2165) sometimes it appears with a pair of eyes in it
(08:41:58) (Raleigh) gee
(08:42:03) (myrtle2165) always around a marraige theme
(08:42:07) (myrtle2165) gee what?
(08:42:20) (Qrious) probably means to look into it?
(08:42:24) (myrtle2165) i do
(08:42:32) (myrtle2165) i try very hard to focus
(08:42:38) (One) I thought black usually symolized the sum total or death of something.
(08:42:43) (myrtle2165) well
(08:42:49) (myrtle2165) there are many meaning for black
(08:43:00) (host-merri) very true
(08:43:03) (myrtle2165) everything from death to obstruction to prestige and wealth
(08:43:14) (Lory) I should think it depends on the dreamer, One.
(08:43:24) (One) Yes of course.
(08:43:25) (myrtle2165) so i feel like a dog chasing my tail on this one and he is laffing bout it hahahah
(08:43:38) (Roz) black can mean unknown
(08:43:43) (myrtle2165) he says i will figure it out
(08:43:55) (Raleigh) blk means death
(08:44:05) (ron) ignorance
(08:44:06) (host-merri) not all the time Ral
(08:44:23) (host-merri) and it depends on the context of the dream
(08:44:29) (host-merri) and the dreamer
(08:44:29) (myrtle2165) and yes sometimes it means unknown ignorance and mystery
(08:44:42) (ron) or negativity
(08:44:44) (myrtle2165) these are signs symbols visions he sends me
(08:44:51) (ron) a divided heart
(08:44:57) (myrtle2165) and it has all been about our bond and love
(08:44:58) (mark) black means with out light?
(08:45:04) (Qrious) blk can just mean. blk.. or mystery or unknown, or behind the scene, or behind the veil, etc..
(08:45:20) (myrtle2165) it doesnt feel negative and he acted very light hearted about it no pun there
(08:45:41) (myrtle2165) like dont worry chrissy u will get it
(08:46:03) (myrtle2165) he says if he tells me it is like him just pointing and me looking not learning
(08:46:12) (myrtle2165) so i have to link some of this myself
(08:46:28) (myrtle2165) he is teaching me to be able to communicate and hold the bond even when we are not together
(08:46:45) (myrtle2165) these symbols signs visions are everywhere i look anymore
(08:46:50) (myrtle2165) on pictures in my house
(08:46:58) (myrtle2165) on tv the pc on faces no kidding
(08:47:03) (myrtle2165) thought i was losing my mind
(08:47:26) (myrtle2165) asked him if i was seeing what i wanted or what was being projected by others or what he was sending
(08:47:34) (myrtle2165) he assured me it was what he is sending me
(08:47:46) (ron) does 1965 february 1st mean anything?
(08:47:48) (myrtle2165) so i have to link the signs symbols
(08:48:10) (Raleigh) gee myr
(08:48:11) (myrtle2165) not to me i was born 65 and he is coming feb but 14th
(08:48:21) (Raleigh) hmm
(08:48:37) (Qrious) Valentines day.. 14th.
(08:48:44) (host-merri) can't think of anything ron
(08:48:45) (myrtle2165) ask away i will tell u all i know about his gifts and how he is teaching me
(08:49:00) (myrtle2165) yes he chose the day he chose to come
(08:49:24) (Raleigh) yes merri surely that you have seen catholic symbol of heart bleeding gee
(08:49:27) (myrtle2165) he is the most gifted learned man i have ever met in ,my life
(08:49:35) (Qrious) hearts.. chocolate covered maybe?
(08:49:45) (host-merri) not a black heart Ral
(08:50:09) (myrtle2165) ohhhhhhhhhh wis i went to site for reservsation for osage indians in oklahoma and those pics were all marked up by john too
(08:50:17) (myrtle2165) im taking him there when he arrives
(08:50:37) (myrtle2165) he puts hearts deer J and C connected
(08:50:43) (Raleigh) oh ok merri yes not blk ok
(08:50:46) (myrtle2165) plane
(08:50:51) (Raleigh) 14 feb huh
(08:50:53) (myrtle2165) even feb 14
(08:50:55) (Raleigh) k
(08:50:56) (myrtle2165) yesssssssssssss
(08:51:08) (myrtle2165) i dont know how he does it
(08:51:19) (myrtle2165) how does he makes this stuff appear anytime everywhere
(08:51:46) (myrtle2165) in clouds on tv on my wn body and faces of others magazines any pics
(08:51:47) (Lory) Are there any dreams tonight merri?
(08:51:47) (Raleigh) dont sound good myr / to me anyway
(08:51:57) (myrtle2165) ohhhhhhhhhhhhh i think it is fantastic
(08:52:03) (myrtle2165) lets me know he is always with me
(08:52:03) (Raleigh) k
(08:52:16) (myrtle2165) and in turn allows me to know what he is feeling even when we cant talk at the time
(08:52:22) (Raleigh) just dont sound good to me
(08:52:28) (Raleigh) me anyway
(08:52:30) (myrtle2165) i see hawks all the time real ones
(08:52:33) (host-merri) started with several Lory
(08:52:39) (myrtle2165) he says they message back to him about me
(08:52:39) (BlackWolf) Clouds? hopefully just in dreams. :o)
(08:52:45) (Raleigh) i see owls myr lol
(08:52:50) (myrtle2165) no clouds for real
(08:52:56) (myrtle2165) once in awhile i see owls
(08:53:12) (myrtle2165) he sent me a smoke ring with an endless rainbow in it once
(08:53:13) (Raleigh) i see these often / owls
(08:53:24) (myrtle2165) honest i was awake driving to work not a thing in the sky
(08:53:28) (myrtle2165) then that circle
(08:54:00) (myrtle2165) anyway i dont know hoe he does all this
(08:54:34) (myrtle2165) the smoke ring with endless rainbow was another he would not tell me meaning
(08:55:32) (Raleigh) pls continue myr ok
(08:55:46) (myrtle2165) i feel like u all think im nuts
(08:55:47) (myrtle2165) im not
(08:55:51) (myrtle2165) honest he sends me this
(08:56:05) (myrtle2165) but i am deeply in love with him
(08:56:18) (Lory) Who he, myrtle??????
(08:56:25) (myrtle2165) his name is john
(08:56:30) (myrtle2165) lives in england
(08:56:58) (myrtle2165) we have talked for over a year send real mail use cam on here talk on phone
(08:58:06) (myrtle2165) he knows what im doing at all times has touched my heart before literally and i never felt such a calming in all my life asked him where he touched my body he validated left side of the eharyt
(08:58:49) (myrtle2165) how does he do all this
(08:59:18) (host-merri) you will have to ask him myrtle
(08:59:26) (myrtle2165) hahahahah he dpnt tell me
(08:59:37) (myrtle2165) he laffs at me i HAVE TO FIGURE IT OUT ON MY OWN
(08:59:39) (Qrious) subliminal suggestions.. perhaps myrtle... you sound obsessed with him.
(08:59:39) (myrtle2165) hahah
(08:59:42) (myrtle2165) sorry for caps
(09:00:08) (myrtle2165) more than sublimnal and not obsession
(09:00:14) (Raleigh) ok
(09:00:31) (Qrious) then it could be the cologne he sprays on the letters?
(09:00:35) (myrtle2165) i told him he was the sly one for sending all these messages he keeps me thinking about him all the time that way
(09:00:49) (myrtle2165) no but he did send me a t shirt to sleep in sprayed his cologne on it
(09:01:02) (Eileen) no offence taken Q, though I don;t understand what you are saying
(09:01:27) (Qrious) I was refering to the stalking .. and the sign up sheet.
(09:01:40) (BlackWolf) Bizarre individual no doubt not a mate worth pursuing. :o)
(09:01:42) (myrtle2165) this is just what i meant when i fel t u thought i was nuts but im not i know what is happeneing and there are witnesses to it
(09:01:42) (Raleigh) gee q lol
(09:01:44) (Raleigh) huh
(09:01:47) (myrtle2165) i just cant explain it is all
(09:01:58) (host-merri) this does sound very much like subliminal suggestion myrtle
(09:02:02) (Raleigh) well myr
(09:02:09) (BlackWolf) Forget this creature
(09:02:15) (myrtle2165) look
(09:02:18) (Qrious) gotta keep the worm wrigglin ' to keep the fishes attention myrtle.. just a guess.
(09:02:32) (myrtle2165) i can send u pics from my pc from sites i have visited that he has never received
(09:02:37) (myrtle2165) they are all marked up
(09:02:43) (myrtle2165) like looking at 3 d posters
(09:02:57) (myrtle2165) i have sent them to friends my family they can all see it
(09:02:57) (BlackWolf) Forget this creature, it is more than reason which speaks!
(09:03:21) (myrtle2165) pics in my house marked up as well
(09:03:42) (Raleigh) sorry myr
(09:03:49) (Raleigh) continue pls
(09:04:06) (myrtle2165) nevermind it must be something u either GET or u dont i dont understand why but i do GET IT
(09:04:29) (myrtle2165) just looking for answers to why how and some of the symbols is all
(09:04:39) (myrtle2165) thought this might be a good place to look
(09:05:25) (Raleigh) its
(09:05:34) (Raleigh) emotion myr
(09:05:42) (Raleigh) affection like ok
(09:06:11) (Bill) is this Merri's dream chat or twilight zone i have entered :o)
(09:06:13) (Raleigh) powerful stuff that is myr
(09:06:23) (myrtle2165) i know it is incredible
(09:06:28) (Raleigh) both bill
(09:06:29) (host-merri) a little of both Bill!
(09:06:29) (Eileen) Twilight Zone, Bill, Welcome
(09:06:29) (Roz) the latter Bill
(09:06:31) (Raleigh) yp
(09:06:39) (myrtle2165) i told u he has the strogest gifts or powers or anyone i ever met
(09:06:39) (Raleigh) both bill
(09:06:41) (Qrious) merri's twilight.. hows that one.. lol.
(09:06:52) (Raleigh) yes q ty
(09:07:02) (host-merri) I would tread carefully myrtle
(09:07:47) (myrtle2165) tread carefully huh?
(09:07:55) (host-merri) not all gifts and powers are used wisely
(09:08:04) (myrtle2165) he has never done anything harmfull
(09:08:17) (myrtle2165) he has done nothing but love me and show me love
(09:08:43) (myrtle2165) and of course there is good and bad in every situation but im not afraid of that
(09:09:40) (myrtle2165) i told him he was sly for sending me all theses symbols and i swear that night on the way to work a fox aka sly fox runs across the road in front of my car have not seen a fox in years
(09:09:44) (myrtle2165) this is what he does
(09:09:45) (host-merri) well you are the one who has to make the choices myrtle
(09:09:47) (myrtle2165) made me laff
(09:10:42) (host-merri) does he always play these mind games
(09:10:55) (BlackWolf) Are you the Host tomight myrtle2165?
(09:11:14) (Raleigh) no nick
(09:11:20) (Raleigh) merri is silly
(09:11:30) (myrtle2165) it is like a huge dream and its all abou symbolism i see that im not welcome and ty roz for the reminder of the topic night all peace to u
(09:11:31) (BlackWolf) Why cannot you keep silent then?
(09:11:42) (Qrious) get a background check on him.. and fingerprints.. and saliva tests for a positive I. D.. it might be an alias.. lol.
(09:12:23) (host-merri) back to dreaming...lol
(09:12:33) (Raleigh) lol
(09:12:36) (host-merri) anyone else with a dream to share
(09:15:15) (host-merri) well if nobody has a dream to share we will have open chat now
(09:19:56) (merri) Blu how about sharing one of your great dreams
(09:20:00) (LoveInfinity) haven't had many dreams ral been so tired and stressed itss been real hard to dream
(09:20:01) (Raleigh) yup
(09:20:01) (Blu) sigh
(09:20:21) (Blu) um, at the moment I can not recall them merri, haven't been home long
(09:20:50) (Raleigh) dream circles huh
(09:20:57) (Blu) LOL
(09:21:01) (Raleigh) lol
(09:26:16) (LoveInfinity) My mother had an intense dream the other night that I interpreted for her, she dreamt she was lying in bed an all of a sudden snakes bursted out of her body and began to bite her . She said it was her worst dream ever and I cant blame her for that
(09:26:37) (Eileen) whoa
(09:26:45) (Qrious) Snakes.. how ironic.
(09:26:52) (Anne) anyone have a dream that they would like to tell?
(09:26:53) (patricia) you SAW him?
(09:26:54) (Blu) yeah, that would freak me out
(09:26:59) (Raleigh) hmmm
(09:27:00) (merri) just thinking that Q
(09:27:21) (LoveInfinity) She is having all kinds of problems that she brings on herself and inturn she becomes ill
(09:27:28) (Violet) What did you tell her Love
(09:27:28) (merri) how did you interpret that for her Love
(09:27:54) (BlackWolf) Womb cancer, or at least lack of circulation due to fats buildup. Castor oil packs might help
(09:27:57) (Raleigh) love is saying 1
(09:28:10) (Eileen) whoa, BlackWolf
(09:28:22) (LoveInfinity) the stress she brings on herself and the problems she does not deal with are coming back to bite her, such as illness
(09:29:00) (LoveInfinity) she knows its time to deal with them or the dreams wont go away
(09:29:07) (Anne) is that the dream you have for her love
(09:29:10) (merri) agree
(09:29:18) (Qrious) Snake burstin out of her body.. would mean to me alot of wisdom.. and it becoming a hinderance if unfocussed.. if it bites her back.. but thats just me.
(09:29:22) (LoveInfinity) this is not her first snake dream but she is finally listening to me
(09:29:25) (BlackWolf) That is, the womb beome an area of sluggish curculation after menopause. This is mostly due to the failure of the brain sending hormonal messages. The lack of circulation in this area can bring long term problems.
(09:29:28) (Raleigh) yes stress killz
(09:29:42) (Raleigh) gee love
(09:30:24) (Raleigh) yes q / snake can be wisdom as well yes
(09:30:30) (Qrious) kundalini out of control perhaps?
(09:30:35) (LoveInfinity) just FYI she is also in the middle of a divorce
(09:30:42) (LoveInfinity) hence the snakes
(09:30:44) (BlackWolf) Please have your mother checked for ovarian cancer, LoveInfinity. :o)
(09:30:45) (Raleigh) yup
(09:30:48) (Raleigh) stress
(09:31:44) (Anne) when you are really sick and in danger you will know it
(09:33:18) (Bill) failing to acknowledge the knowledge within looking without for answers not assuming responsibilities for self
(09:33:56) (Eileen) makes sense to me Bill
(09:34:27) (LoveInfinity) that about sums it up Bill
(09:34:33) (Raleigh) hmmm
(09:34:41) (Qrious) what say your intuition merr?
(09:34:45) (Raleigh) ok love
(09:35:12) (merri) I think Bill has it right
(09:35:14) (Raleigh) merri?
(09:35:29) (Raleigh) yes love
(09:36:05) (Qrious) the usual place I look for in a divorce.. was at myself.. habit.
(09:36:14) (LoveInfinity) yep ral Bill is 100 percent right, my Mom has troubles with that assuming responsibility thing
(09:36:21) (merri) this type of dream usually happens when stressed and not dealing with a situation
(09:36:26) (Raleigh) you are so kind to help her love with this most intense dream ever that she had yup
(09:36:39) (Bill) possibly the biteing part is about you can't procrastinate , put things off hopping they'll just go away they'll always come back to bite you?
(09:36:40) (Violet) thanks Bill. That is the answer I came here looking for tonight. Needed to be reminded.
(09:36:46) (LoveInfinity) I am trying whether she likes it or not, lol
(09:37:36) (Raleigh) yes ok / as she is in that time of her life too i see love yes
(09:38:01) (Bill) Violet its some thing we all need reminding about occasionally
(09:38:08) (Raleigh) what asssists this time then
(09:38:10) (Raleigh) ?
(09:38:19) (Raleigh) nick
(09:38:23) (Eileen) agreed Bill
(09:38:31) (Raleigh) well?
(09:38:33) (merri) exactly Bill
(09:38:36) (Raleigh) nick
(09:39:06) (Raleigh) what assists this time for ladies then nick pls answer for love ok
(09:39:19) (Raleigh) pls
(09:40:08) (Raleigh) well?
(09:41:03) (Raleigh) sorry nick i thought that you may know / never mind
(10:11:39) (Bill) L&L TY Merri
(08:10:36) (host-merri) They are God's promise to man, Rose
(08:10:58) (host-merri) a reminder
(08:11:06) (Rose) of course I thought you were going to say something else seeingas its dream lol
(08:11:17) (Rose) im hopelees at reading dreams
(08:11:49) (host-merri) in most cases would mean the symbolize the same in a dream
(08:12:12) (Rose) merri what would a parapalegic man turning into a headless dog biting a bully dog on the bum represent ?
(08:12:23) (Rose) I kid you not
(08:12:33) (host-merri) lol I hope you are joking!!
(08:12:50) (Rose) no Im serious it was apart of a dream the other night
(08:12:58) (Roz) your agressive self has probesms w/ loyalty
(08:13:23) (Rose) so yousee why I have trouble interpreting my dreams
(08:13:47) (Rose) do you think I should see a phsyce doctor LOL
(08:14:17) (host-merri) well break it down Rose
(08:14:18) (Rose) Merri ??? any insights ?
(08:14:46) (host-merri) a paraplegic man would be unable to act
(08:15:05) (host-merri) headless dog, loosing ones head
(08:15:06) (Rose) it was part of a long dream all about performers ( I used to be in theatre my dream was to be a pro Storyteller )
(08:15:57) (Rose) 2 guys street performers are swapping stories 1 is patronising to the guy in the wheel chair next thing I hav ehim on aleash and they have turned inot dogd
(08:16:01) (host-merri) and being a bully to others
(08:16:11) (Cheryl45) Headless; leaderless, without guidance, acting witout thinking thru or folloeing thru the Consequences, maybe?
(08:16:41) (Rose) dogs and the wheelchair guy is now a headless dog biting the other one ( who looked like atortosshell porcupine ) on the bum
(08:17:28) (host-merri) good points Cheryl
(08:17:47) (Qrious) headless dog biting another.. hmm hard to imagine.
(08:18:02) (host-merri) what's going on in your life at the present time Rose
(08:18:14) (Rose) yeah it looked wierd a bitingstump
(08:18:25) (Qrious) dog eat dog life on the road?
(08:18:26) (host-merri) lol Q would take some imagining
(08:18:31) (Rose) oooooooh hmm lots really
(08:18:36) (Rose) family demanding
(08:19:04) (Rose) feeling bullied by my big girl to be a better mum - do it her way -
(08:19:21) (host-merri) there you go
(08:19:29) (Anonymous) thinking same thing
(08:19:36) (Rose) yes i realsied as i wrote it
(08:19:37) (Rose) ty
(08:19:49) (Rose) so I should bite my big girl ? lol
(08:19:53) (host-merri) do you feel the inability to act over some situation?
(08:19:55) (Anonymous) lololol
(08:20:03) (Anonymous) nip it in the bud maybe
(08:20:11) (Rose) yes often due to illness i am unable to follow thru
(08:20:19) (Rose) oh wheelchair
(08:20:32) (host-merri) yes and the paraplegic
(08:20:46) (Rose) have more demands than i can do a good job with
(08:21:00) (Rose) yes often feel powerless to change some things
(08:21:02) (Rose) hmmm
(08:21:11) (host-merri) one step at a time Rose
(08:21:20) (Rose) yes thank you
(08:21:38) (host-merri) thankyou for sharing
(08:21:43) (Rose) yw
(08:22:03) (host-merri) anyone else with a dream to share
(08:23:39) (host-merri) crystal do you have a dream for us
(08:23:57) (crystal_ca) no merri I don't remember my dreams
(08:23:59) (Rose) I have another one short one
(08:24:04) (crystal_ca) thanks for asking merri
(08:24:19) (host-merri) we will have to work on that crystal
(08:24:53) (Anonymous) what about a series of dreams more short visions i guess....seem to only last few seconds ,,,just long enuff to pass on message
(08:24:56) (Rose) The moon is rising Blood red in the West and as it comes over it turns into a space ship of beings from all over the universe come to take over earths affairs
(08:25:23) (host-merri) sometimes that is all that is needed Anon
(08:26:24) (Qrious) space ships Rose?
(08:27:39) (host-merri) could be the answers to world affairs will come from another source
(08:32:51) (host-merri) any questions about dreams or dream recall
(08:33:19) (myrtle2165) i seem to have a series of dreams visions maybe
(08:33:39) (host-merri) tell us myrtle
(08:33:40) (myrtle2165) same man in each one first one he grabs me by the hand and walks me thru a door
(08:34:12) (myrtle2165) second one we are talking on phone and very casual..he has been busy .;so have i ..love you see u soon is said
(08:34:15) (Rose) I wonder about those who have the ability to ghange what is happening in their dream and have concious awareness while dreaming Merri ????
(08:34:20) (myrtle2165) third one baffles me tho
(08:34:51) (myrtle2165) i enter his home with a female friend..introduce them..but he is a head only blood red heart on the floor
(08:34:57) (myrtle2165) but it feels normal
(08:35:00) (host-merri) that is called lucid dreaming Rose
(08:35:28) (myrtle2165) i introduce them he kisses her cheeek as normal,,,blows me a kiss then poof he is a whole body looking at me and color is normal
(08:35:32) (Rose) what defines lucid dreaming Merri ?
(08:36:01) (myrtle2165) his head is a red heart on the floor but felt normal to me in the dream
(08:36:15) (host-merri) loosing ones head and heart to a relationship myrtle
(08:36:28) (myrtle2165) woooooooo hooooooooooooo
(08:36:31) (myrtle2165) LOL
(08:36:31) (ron) towards you, that is
(08:36:37) (host-merri) being conscious of the fact you are dreaming Rose
(08:36:57) (myrtle2165) he is to come on valentines day he chose the date im so excited
(08:37:32) (Rose) what does this imply ? lucid dreaming - all my kids do it ?
(08:37:44) (Rose) awesome Myrtle !!!!!
(08:37:49) (myrtle2165) ok here is one but not so much dream as symbol tho black heart with thin red lining to it????
(08:37:56) (Qrious) he's a magician and is playing his hand quicker than the eye.. or maybe its a cloak and dagger illusion.. gotta admit thow'.. head and heart on the floor.. far out.
(08:37:57) (myrtle2165) ty rose we been falling for a long time now
(08:38:09) (myrtle2165) he is one to show his feelings intent but not so much to speak it
(08:38:51) (myrtle2165) what info i found on heart on floor was showing his passion and that is is my foundation for love
(08:38:57) (Qrious) black heart.. with thin line.. could be heart trouble concerning his ateries.
(08:39:01) (myrtle2165) but i always need validation
(08:39:07) (host-merri) Black usually symbolizes obstacles myrtle
(08:39:09) (Qrious) arteries.. I mean.
(08:39:12) (myrtle2165) qrious u crack me up
(08:39:24) (ron) more has to do with his thoughts regarding your friend, not you
(08:39:34) (myrtle2165) it has something to do with our relationship
(08:39:40) (Qrious) this time I am serious.. I have heart trouble.. and it was an artery.
(08:39:51) (myrtle2165) i asked him if it meant n obstacle he said no
(08:39:52) (Raleigh) hmmmm
(08:40:05) (myrtle2165) awwwww Q i thought ui meant my vision
(08:40:12) (Qrious) taken care of though.. so just thinking its simular.
(08:40:15) (Raleigh) and heart guy i see him
(08:40:27) (myrtle2165) ty raleigh in the bible old testament it stands for the pupil of the eye or apple of the eye
(08:40:37) (Raleigh) say catholic symbol fopr jesus i feel myr
(08:40:53) (myrtle2165) well now that is a new perspective
(08:40:54) (host-merri) a black heart?
(08:40:54) (Raleigh) myr is special
(08:40:56) (myrtle2165) catholic
(08:41:04) (Raleigh) myr = love btw
(08:41:09) (Raleigh) yes
(08:41:10) (myrtle2165) ty raleigh everything about him is special almost unreal
(08:41:16) (myrtle2165) awwwww
(08:41:26) (Raleigh) catholic symbol for god myr
(08:41:30) (host-merri) I have never seen that Ral
(08:41:36) (myrtle2165) yes merri black heart with red lining
(08:41:41) (Raleigh) yes merri
(08:41:48) (myrtle2165) sometimes it appears with a pair of eyes in it
(08:41:58) (Raleigh) gee
(08:42:03) (myrtle2165) always around a marraige theme
(08:42:07) (myrtle2165) gee what?
(08:42:20) (Qrious) probably means to look into it?
(08:42:24) (myrtle2165) i do
(08:42:32) (myrtle2165) i try very hard to focus
(08:42:38) (One) I thought black usually symolized the sum total or death of something.
(08:42:43) (myrtle2165) well
(08:42:49) (myrtle2165) there are many meaning for black
(08:43:00) (host-merri) very true
(08:43:03) (myrtle2165) everything from death to obstruction to prestige and wealth
(08:43:14) (Lory) I should think it depends on the dreamer, One.
(08:43:24) (One) Yes of course.
(08:43:25) (myrtle2165) so i feel like a dog chasing my tail on this one and he is laffing bout it hahahah
(08:43:38) (Roz) black can mean unknown
(08:43:43) (myrtle2165) he says i will figure it out
(08:43:55) (Raleigh) blk means death
(08:44:05) (ron) ignorance
(08:44:06) (host-merri) not all the time Ral
(08:44:23) (host-merri) and it depends on the context of the dream
(08:44:29) (host-merri) and the dreamer
(08:44:29) (myrtle2165) and yes sometimes it means unknown ignorance and mystery
(08:44:42) (ron) or negativity
(08:44:44) (myrtle2165) these are signs symbols visions he sends me
(08:44:51) (ron) a divided heart
(08:44:57) (myrtle2165) and it has all been about our bond and love
(08:44:58) (mark) black means with out light?
(08:45:04) (Qrious) blk can just mean. blk.. or mystery or unknown, or behind the scene, or behind the veil, etc..
(08:45:20) (myrtle2165) it doesnt feel negative and he acted very light hearted about it no pun there
(08:45:41) (myrtle2165) like dont worry chrissy u will get it
(08:46:03) (myrtle2165) he says if he tells me it is like him just pointing and me looking not learning
(08:46:12) (myrtle2165) so i have to link some of this myself
(08:46:28) (myrtle2165) he is teaching me to be able to communicate and hold the bond even when we are not together
(08:46:45) (myrtle2165) these symbols signs visions are everywhere i look anymore
(08:46:50) (myrtle2165) on pictures in my house
(08:46:58) (myrtle2165) on tv the pc on faces no kidding
(08:47:03) (myrtle2165) thought i was losing my mind
(08:47:26) (myrtle2165) asked him if i was seeing what i wanted or what was being projected by others or what he was sending
(08:47:34) (myrtle2165) he assured me it was what he is sending me
(08:47:46) (ron) does 1965 february 1st mean anything?
(08:47:48) (myrtle2165) so i have to link the signs symbols
(08:48:10) (Raleigh) gee myr
(08:48:11) (myrtle2165) not to me i was born 65 and he is coming feb but 14th
(08:48:21) (Raleigh) hmm
(08:48:37) (Qrious) Valentines day.. 14th.
(08:48:44) (host-merri) can't think of anything ron
(08:48:45) (myrtle2165) ask away i will tell u all i know about his gifts and how he is teaching me
(08:49:00) (myrtle2165) yes he chose the day he chose to come
(08:49:24) (Raleigh) yes merri surely that you have seen catholic symbol of heart bleeding gee
(08:49:27) (myrtle2165) he is the most gifted learned man i have ever met in ,my life
(08:49:35) (Qrious) hearts.. chocolate covered maybe?
(08:49:45) (host-merri) not a black heart Ral
(08:50:09) (myrtle2165) ohhhhhhhhhh wis i went to site for reservsation for osage indians in oklahoma and those pics were all marked up by john too
(08:50:17) (myrtle2165) im taking him there when he arrives
(08:50:37) (myrtle2165) he puts hearts deer J and C connected
(08:50:43) (Raleigh) oh ok merri yes not blk ok
(08:50:46) (myrtle2165) plane
(08:50:51) (Raleigh) 14 feb huh
(08:50:53) (myrtle2165) even feb 14
(08:50:55) (Raleigh) k
(08:50:56) (myrtle2165) yesssssssssssss
(08:51:08) (myrtle2165) i dont know how he does it
(08:51:19) (myrtle2165) how does he makes this stuff appear anytime everywhere
(08:51:46) (myrtle2165) in clouds on tv on my wn body and faces of others magazines any pics
(08:51:47) (Lory) Are there any dreams tonight merri?
(08:51:47) (Raleigh) dont sound good myr / to me anyway
(08:51:57) (myrtle2165) ohhhhhhhhhhhhh i think it is fantastic
(08:52:03) (myrtle2165) lets me know he is always with me
(08:52:03) (Raleigh) k
(08:52:16) (myrtle2165) and in turn allows me to know what he is feeling even when we cant talk at the time
(08:52:22) (Raleigh) just dont sound good to me
(08:52:28) (Raleigh) me anyway
(08:52:30) (myrtle2165) i see hawks all the time real ones
(08:52:33) (host-merri) started with several Lory
(08:52:39) (myrtle2165) he says they message back to him about me
(08:52:39) (BlackWolf) Clouds? hopefully just in dreams. :o)
(08:52:45) (Raleigh) i see owls myr lol
(08:52:50) (myrtle2165) no clouds for real
(08:52:56) (myrtle2165) once in awhile i see owls
(08:53:12) (myrtle2165) he sent me a smoke ring with an endless rainbow in it once
(08:53:13) (Raleigh) i see these often / owls
(08:53:24) (myrtle2165) honest i was awake driving to work not a thing in the sky
(08:53:28) (myrtle2165) then that circle
(08:54:00) (myrtle2165) anyway i dont know hoe he does all this
(08:54:34) (myrtle2165) the smoke ring with endless rainbow was another he would not tell me meaning
(08:55:32) (Raleigh) pls continue myr ok
(08:55:46) (myrtle2165) i feel like u all think im nuts
(08:55:47) (myrtle2165) im not
(08:55:51) (myrtle2165) honest he sends me this
(08:56:05) (myrtle2165) but i am deeply in love with him
(08:56:18) (Lory) Who he, myrtle??????
(08:56:25) (myrtle2165) his name is john
(08:56:30) (myrtle2165) lives in england
(08:56:58) (myrtle2165) we have talked for over a year send real mail use cam on here talk on phone
(08:58:06) (myrtle2165) he knows what im doing at all times has touched my heart before literally and i never felt such a calming in all my life asked him where he touched my body he validated left side of the eharyt
(08:58:49) (myrtle2165) how does he do all this
(08:59:18) (host-merri) you will have to ask him myrtle
(08:59:26) (myrtle2165) hahahahah he dpnt tell me
(08:59:37) (myrtle2165) he laffs at me i HAVE TO FIGURE IT OUT ON MY OWN
(08:59:39) (Qrious) subliminal suggestions.. perhaps myrtle... you sound obsessed with him.
(08:59:39) (myrtle2165) hahah
(08:59:42) (myrtle2165) sorry for caps
(09:00:08) (myrtle2165) more than sublimnal and not obsession
(09:00:14) (Raleigh) ok
(09:00:31) (Qrious) then it could be the cologne he sprays on the letters?
(09:00:35) (myrtle2165) i told him he was the sly one for sending all these messages he keeps me thinking about him all the time that way
(09:00:49) (myrtle2165) no but he did send me a t shirt to sleep in sprayed his cologne on it
(09:01:02) (Eileen) no offence taken Q, though I don;t understand what you are saying
(09:01:27) (Qrious) I was refering to the stalking .. and the sign up sheet.
(09:01:40) (BlackWolf) Bizarre individual no doubt not a mate worth pursuing. :o)
(09:01:42) (myrtle2165) this is just what i meant when i fel t u thought i was nuts but im not i know what is happeneing and there are witnesses to it
(09:01:42) (Raleigh) gee q lol
(09:01:44) (Raleigh) huh
(09:01:47) (myrtle2165) i just cant explain it is all
(09:01:58) (host-merri) this does sound very much like subliminal suggestion myrtle
(09:02:02) (Raleigh) well myr
(09:02:09) (BlackWolf) Forget this creature
(09:02:15) (myrtle2165) look
(09:02:18) (Qrious) gotta keep the worm wrigglin ' to keep the fishes attention myrtle.. just a guess.
(09:02:32) (myrtle2165) i can send u pics from my pc from sites i have visited that he has never received
(09:02:37) (myrtle2165) they are all marked up
(09:02:43) (myrtle2165) like looking at 3 d posters
(09:02:57) (myrtle2165) i have sent them to friends my family they can all see it
(09:02:57) (BlackWolf) Forget this creature, it is more than reason which speaks!
(09:03:21) (myrtle2165) pics in my house marked up as well
(09:03:42) (Raleigh) sorry myr
(09:03:49) (Raleigh) continue pls
(09:04:06) (myrtle2165) nevermind it must be something u either GET or u dont i dont understand why but i do GET IT
(09:04:29) (myrtle2165) just looking for answers to why how and some of the symbols is all
(09:04:39) (myrtle2165) thought this might be a good place to look
(09:05:25) (Raleigh) its
(09:05:34) (Raleigh) emotion myr
(09:05:42) (Raleigh) affection like ok
(09:06:11) (Bill) is this Merri's dream chat or twilight zone i have entered :o)
(09:06:13) (Raleigh) powerful stuff that is myr
(09:06:23) (myrtle2165) i know it is incredible
(09:06:28) (Raleigh) both bill
(09:06:29) (host-merri) a little of both Bill!
(09:06:29) (Eileen) Twilight Zone, Bill, Welcome
(09:06:29) (Roz) the latter Bill
(09:06:31) (Raleigh) yp
(09:06:39) (myrtle2165) i told u he has the strogest gifts or powers or anyone i ever met
(09:06:39) (Raleigh) both bill
(09:06:41) (Qrious) merri's twilight.. hows that one.. lol.
(09:06:52) (Raleigh) yes q ty
(09:07:02) (host-merri) I would tread carefully myrtle
(09:07:47) (myrtle2165) tread carefully huh?
(09:07:55) (host-merri) not all gifts and powers are used wisely
(09:08:04) (myrtle2165) he has never done anything harmfull
(09:08:17) (myrtle2165) he has done nothing but love me and show me love
(09:08:43) (myrtle2165) and of course there is good and bad in every situation but im not afraid of that
(09:09:40) (myrtle2165) i told him he was sly for sending me all theses symbols and i swear that night on the way to work a fox aka sly fox runs across the road in front of my car have not seen a fox in years
(09:09:44) (myrtle2165) this is what he does
(09:09:45) (host-merri) well you are the one who has to make the choices myrtle
(09:09:47) (myrtle2165) made me laff
(09:10:42) (host-merri) does he always play these mind games
(09:10:55) (BlackWolf) Are you the Host tomight myrtle2165?
(09:11:14) (Raleigh) no nick
(09:11:20) (Raleigh) merri is silly
(09:11:30) (myrtle2165) it is like a huge dream and its all abou symbolism i see that im not welcome and ty roz for the reminder of the topic night all peace to u
(09:11:31) (BlackWolf) Why cannot you keep silent then?
(09:11:42) (Qrious) get a background check on him.. and fingerprints.. and saliva tests for a positive I. D.. it might be an alias.. lol.
(09:12:23) (host-merri) back to dreaming...lol
(09:12:33) (Raleigh) lol
(09:12:36) (host-merri) anyone else with a dream to share
(09:15:15) (host-merri) well if nobody has a dream to share we will have open chat now
(09:19:56) (merri) Blu how about sharing one of your great dreams
(09:20:00) (LoveInfinity) haven't had many dreams ral been so tired and stressed itss been real hard to dream
(09:20:01) (Raleigh) yup
(09:20:01) (Blu) sigh
(09:20:21) (Blu) um, at the moment I can not recall them merri, haven't been home long
(09:20:50) (Raleigh) dream circles huh
(09:20:57) (Blu) LOL
(09:21:01) (Raleigh) lol
(09:26:16) (LoveInfinity) My mother had an intense dream the other night that I interpreted for her, she dreamt she was lying in bed an all of a sudden snakes bursted out of her body and began to bite her . She said it was her worst dream ever and I cant blame her for that
(09:26:37) (Eileen) whoa
(09:26:45) (Qrious) Snakes.. how ironic.
(09:26:52) (Anne) anyone have a dream that they would like to tell?
(09:26:53) (patricia) you SAW him?
(09:26:54) (Blu) yeah, that would freak me out
(09:26:59) (Raleigh) hmmm
(09:27:00) (merri) just thinking that Q
(09:27:21) (LoveInfinity) She is having all kinds of problems that she brings on herself and inturn she becomes ill
(09:27:28) (Violet) What did you tell her Love
(09:27:28) (merri) how did you interpret that for her Love
(09:27:54) (BlackWolf) Womb cancer, or at least lack of circulation due to fats buildup. Castor oil packs might help
(09:27:57) (Raleigh) love is saying 1
(09:28:10) (Eileen) whoa, BlackWolf
(09:28:22) (LoveInfinity) the stress she brings on herself and the problems she does not deal with are coming back to bite her, such as illness
(09:29:00) (LoveInfinity) she knows its time to deal with them or the dreams wont go away
(09:29:07) (Anne) is that the dream you have for her love
(09:29:10) (merri) agree
(09:29:18) (Qrious) Snake burstin out of her body.. would mean to me alot of wisdom.. and it becoming a hinderance if unfocussed.. if it bites her back.. but thats just me.
(09:29:22) (LoveInfinity) this is not her first snake dream but she is finally listening to me
(09:29:25) (BlackWolf) That is, the womb beome an area of sluggish curculation after menopause. This is mostly due to the failure of the brain sending hormonal messages. The lack of circulation in this area can bring long term problems.
(09:29:28) (Raleigh) yes stress killz
(09:29:42) (Raleigh) gee love
(09:30:24) (Raleigh) yes q / snake can be wisdom as well yes
(09:30:30) (Qrious) kundalini out of control perhaps?
(09:30:35) (LoveInfinity) just FYI she is also in the middle of a divorce
(09:30:42) (LoveInfinity) hence the snakes
(09:30:44) (BlackWolf) Please have your mother checked for ovarian cancer, LoveInfinity. :o)
(09:30:45) (Raleigh) yup
(09:30:48) (Raleigh) stress
(09:31:44) (Anne) when you are really sick and in danger you will know it
(09:33:18) (Bill) failing to acknowledge the knowledge within looking without for answers not assuming responsibilities for self
(09:33:56) (Eileen) makes sense to me Bill
(09:34:27) (LoveInfinity) that about sums it up Bill
(09:34:33) (Raleigh) hmmm
(09:34:41) (Qrious) what say your intuition merr?
(09:34:45) (Raleigh) ok love
(09:35:12) (merri) I think Bill has it right
(09:35:14) (Raleigh) merri?
(09:35:29) (Raleigh) yes love
(09:36:05) (Qrious) the usual place I look for in a divorce.. was at myself.. habit.
(09:36:14) (LoveInfinity) yep ral Bill is 100 percent right, my Mom has troubles with that assuming responsibility thing
(09:36:21) (merri) this type of dream usually happens when stressed and not dealing with a situation
(09:36:26) (Raleigh) you are so kind to help her love with this most intense dream ever that she had yup
(09:36:39) (Bill) possibly the biteing part is about you can't procrastinate , put things off hopping they'll just go away they'll always come back to bite you?
(09:36:40) (Violet) thanks Bill. That is the answer I came here looking for tonight. Needed to be reminded.
(09:36:46) (LoveInfinity) I am trying whether she likes it or not, lol
(09:37:36) (Raleigh) yes ok / as she is in that time of her life too i see love yes
(09:38:01) (Bill) Violet its some thing we all need reminding about occasionally
(09:38:08) (Raleigh) what asssists this time then
(09:38:10) (Raleigh) ?
(09:38:19) (Raleigh) nick
(09:38:23) (Eileen) agreed Bill
(09:38:31) (Raleigh) well?
(09:38:33) (merri) exactly Bill
(09:38:36) (Raleigh) nick
(09:39:06) (Raleigh) what assists this time for ladies then nick pls answer for love ok
(09:39:19) (Raleigh) pls
(09:40:08) (Raleigh) well?
(09:41:03) (Raleigh) sorry nick i thought that you may know / never mind
(10:11:39) (Bill) L&L TY Merri
