If you are battling addiction and want to talk to Tlv-da-tsi then here is his email. Just put in your header that you read his post at Red Path and would like to talk. He is a great guy, big heart and has been down that long dark road through hell. He knows where you have been and where you can go from here. Truly a big brother when you need one! Angloindian818@aol.com. Tell him Blu sent you!