Post by WalksInSpirit on Nov 3, 2005 21:49:23 GMT -5
Dream Chat: 10-28-05
(08:21:39) (host-merri) ok anyone like to start us off with a dream?
(08:21:47) (Raleigh) hmmm
(08:21:58) (Raleigh) i had teeny dreamz merri
(08:22:19) (host-merri) tell us Ral
(08:22:22) (Raleigh) k
(08:23:12) (Raleigh) so as you know i dream i am sure / yet just need to recall better you know / well as of late ive been recalling a few
(08:23:27) (Raleigh) so this 1 i do recall vivid
(08:23:41) (Raleigh) it was i was in chat here alone
(08:23:53) (Raleigh) so then names began to appear
(08:23:54) (Raleigh) as
(08:23:56) (Raleigh) sad
(08:23:59) (Raleigh) happy
(08:24:06) (Raleigh) say emoions
(08:24:33) (Raleigh) so that was all i recall and really dont know why such a dream
(08:25:07) (host-merri) associating names with emotions Ral?
(08:25:11) (ron) emotional experience regarding your possible lonliness
(08:25:20) (Raleigh) yes im not sure
(08:25:59) (Raleigh) weel yes as you know i am alone fist time ever in my life so that could be it yes ron
(08:26:05) (ron) the need to communicate your feelings
(08:26:07) (host-merri) a certain name can spark or represent an emotion
(08:26:39) (Raleigh) well merri these where not names l9ike / they were emotions
(08:26:57) (Raleigh) then
(08:26:58) (host-merri) you said names began to appear
(08:27:00) (Raleigh) another
(08:27:04) (Raleigh) huh
(08:28:00) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I don't want to interrupt Raleigh, so please let me know when I can share my dream to get some advice. Thanks.
(08:28:18) (Raleigh) oh hi helen
(08:28:22) (Raleigh) you go ahed
(08:28:24) (Light_Bearer_Helen) Hello, Raleigh!!
(08:28:27) (Raleigh) ahead
(08:28:33) (Light_Bearer_Helen) ok - thanks.
(08:28:44) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I had a yellow lab for over 12 years - she was the love of my life, she was very special to me. In my dream (both before and after she died), I would dream that I would be with her and then through careless behavior (doing something I know I shouldn't do, but do anyway) I'd lose her. In my dream my gut feeling always told me that my actions would cause Roxy to run away or somehow be lost to me, but I did it anyhow.
(08:28:50) (Light_Bearer_Helen) The strange part is that I can never remember what I did actually that created circumstances where we'd be separated. But in my dream I'm incredibally distressed that she's not with me. I even seem to remember justifying my behavior (to someone - not sure who), all the while worrying horribly about Roxy.
(08:28:55) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I wake up feeling ill. I've had this recurring dream for years and don't know how to interpret it exactly. I really hate these dreams and I'm very disturbed by them.
(08:31:34) (host-merri) what is going on in your life in the present Helen?
(08:31:43) (LoveInfinity) so what did we figure out for rals emotioncons dream
(08:31:46) (Light_Bearer_Helen) almost nothing.
(08:32:02) (Light_Bearer_Helen) truthfully - no family, an ok job...
(08:32:12) (Light_Bearer_Helen) not a lot of stuff do to after work...
(08:32:15) (Light_Bearer_Helen) kinda boring.
(08:32:19) (host-merri) but there is something you are not facing
(08:32:31) (host-merri) that is why the dream recurrs
(08:32:33) (Light_Bearer_Helen) how would I find out what that might be?
(08:32:52) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I get the analogy about doing something I should do but do anyhow...
(08:32:54) (host-merri) some adjustment needs to be made
(08:33:02) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I could exercise more, be more social, etc.
(08:33:09) (host-merri) or loss will occur
(08:33:10) (ron) apparently you still miss that emotional companionship...and are still in sharing some of these experiences with Roxy from another level...still comes by to be with you when Roxy thinks of you
(08:33:30) (ky-mike) r loved 1,s come thruin dreams ... on any way they can.. to let us know
(08:33:32) (Light_Bearer_Helen) there are no words to describe how much I miss her...
(08:33:36) (Raleigh) know that she is energy helen
(08:33:41) (ron) there is this emotional attuenment still gouing on
(08:33:46) (Raleigh) she is still living
(08:33:56) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I believe that, Raliegh.
(08:34:07) (Raleigh) ec speaks of this not talked of much ok
(08:34:09) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I feel like I let her down somehow - the jist of the dream.
(08:34:18) (Raleigh) animals do riencarnate
(08:34:25) (ky-mike) light , my pets r waiting 4 me @ rainbow bridge....an i will see them again !
(08:34:37) (Raleigh) you will see roxy again helen
(08:34:39) (Raleigh) :)
(08:34:39) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I know I'll be with Roxy again. But hte dreams are so very disturbing...
(08:35:01) (host-merri) they are sending you a message Helen
(08:35:05) (ky-mike) love never dies
(08:35:10) (Raleigh) no helen never condemn yourself k
(08:35:12) (host-merri) that is why they are disturbing
(08:35:22) (Light_Bearer_Helen) is Rox ok...? Do you think?
(08:35:28) (Raleigh) yes
(08:35:33) (ky-mike) no gilt trips
(08:35:41) (host-merri) not to worry about Roxy
(08:35:50) (host-merri) Roxy is worried about you
(08:35:56) (Lory) Perhaps Roxy is encouraging you to get another pet to love and care for, LightBearerHelen. I've recently been there and I love my new little 'Beau'.
(08:36:07) (Raleigh) yes hear merri ok
(08:36:23) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I will consider that. Most certainly.
(08:36:29) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I never thought of that either....
(08:37:03) (host-merri) usually this kind of dream will relate to something in the present Helen
(08:37:18) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I don't know what....
(08:37:21) (Light_Bearer_Helen) it's so hard to know...
(08:37:39) (Blu) you will know by the feeling Helen
(08:37:40) (Light_Bearer_Helen) but I think so. Maybe a long standing bad habit, or someting?
(08:37:42) (Raleigh) or it could be just lost of the love of roxy too
(08:37:54) (Blu) where in your life do you feel the same as in your dream?
(08:38:06) (Raleigh) well
(08:38:08) (Light_Bearer_Helen) never, that I can think.
(08:38:36) (Blu) somewhere you feel you have failed yourself
(08:38:52) (ky-mike) yes
(08:38:53) (Light_Bearer_Helen) oh - that. Yeah - I can say that's true.
(08:38:55) (ron) she may be in mood for companionship with whatever her choice may be
(08:39:06) (Blu) then nurture yourself
(08:39:12) (Raleigh) she didnt run away
(08:39:22) (Raleigh) she had to pass
(08:39:31) (Raleigh) to get new clay
(08:39:45) (ky-mike) once we know there in abetter place... it gets easer ... we will see them again
(08:39:46) (ron) i should have wrote "need of"
(08:40:03) (Light_Bearer_Helen) Thanks for the clarification, Ron. :)
(08:40:04) (Raleigh) yes yo be free say / as roxy
(08:40:09) (Raleigh) do that still
(08:40:53) (Raleigh) always be free say kinda careless
(08:41:29) (host-merri) and it maybe about sharing Helen, like Lory said a new companion may be in order
(08:41:41) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I've been giving that some thought for a while now.
(08:42:01) (host-merri) good
(08:43:01) (host-merri) Thankyou for sharing your dream Helen
(08:43:11) (Light_Bearer_Helen) Thank you everyone for your thoughts. I'm deeply grateful for your thoughts and encouragement.
(08:44:13) (host-merri) keep track of your dreams Helen you may even have more clarification thru another dream
(08:44:30) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I'm starting to write them down now.
(08:44:38) (Blu) cool helen
(08:50:15) (host-merri) ok anyone else with a dream to share
(08:50:29) (LoveInfinity) OOO me OOO me (raising hand)
(08:50:49) (host-merri) go for it Love!
(08:53:40) (ron) :)..bill:)
(08:53:43) (LoveInfinity) Well I know everyone just loves this but I had another OBE. We were flying around the house and I noticed when I talked or clapped my hands I had a sharp pain in my left upper groin area, then i felt my guide gently set me back into my body when I awoke I got up to check and sure enough I had a pain dont know what from but I did have surgey there 9 years ago, END
(08:53:44) (Raleigh) well love / are you next / :)
(08:54:16) (LoveInfinity) no Bill, No PB&J that night
(08:54:23) (ron) might have that looked into again by a doctor
(08:54:41) (Raleigh) and merri could we analize mine after love pls
(08:55:22) (ron) clap of the hands is to get your attention
(08:55:26) (LoveInfinity) that was the first thing I thought as well ron
(08:55:43) (host-merri) agree with ron
(08:56:46) (host-merri) could be keloid tissue attaching
(08:57:02) (host-merri) from previous surgery
(08:57:15) (Raleigh) flying? around the house / :)
(08:57:36) (Raleigh) fun love
(08:57:40) (LoveInfinity) yes ral , I enjoy it, true freedom
(08:57:42) (host-merri) not serious but can be uncomfortable
(08:57:56) (Raleigh) i flew a couple times fun huh
(08:58:33) (host-merri) are you going to have a dr check, Love?
(08:58:43) (LoveInfinity) agree merri, I have had alot of these type dreams this year the more intuitive I get and I thought it wwas important to bring it up so as others are more aware of their dreams and how they can help to heal you
(08:58:54) (LoveInfinity) next week merri , yes
(08:59:15) (Raleigh) ge a mainartey there lovr
(08:59:31) (host-merri) Good, Love
(08:59:43) (Bill) hernia
(08:59:53) (LoveInfinity) yes
(08:59:57) (Wanda) That is what I was thinking Bill
(09:00:30) (ron) that was my first thought, bill...but, yet the operation..could one have this lesion thing after such an operation?
(09:01:11) (Bill) its not unusual to make a new tear after a hernis op.
(09:01:21) (Raleigh) so love castor paks too then ok
(09:01:36) (Wanda) Maybe another weakness around area
(09:02:32) (LoveInfinity) well lets just say the whole side is weak
(09:03:00) (LoveInfinity) 2 major surgeries on that side achs and pains here and there
(09:04:28) (host-merri) thankyou for sharing Love and please take care
(09:04:37) (LoveInfinity) I will Thanks merri
(09:04:52) (LoveInfinity) I cant leave yet much to do, lol
(09:05:06) (host-merri) now what about your dream Ral
(09:05:23) (Raleigh) love is done?
(09:05:35) (ky-mike) com on ral
(09:05:36) (host-merri) yes
(09:05:41) (Raleigh) k
(09:05:49) (Raleigh) ill type her out brb
(09:05:56) (host-merri) retell for those who came in late
(09:06:31) (Raleigh) how bout my fling dream years ogo merri?
(09:06:42) (Raleigh) flying
(09:06:51) (host-merri) stay on track Ral
(09:06:56) (Raleigh) k
(09:07:01) (Raleigh) ok merri
(09:07:02) (Raleigh) brb
(09:07:05) (host-merri) we are dealing with the current dream
(09:08:45) (Raleigh) so i dont recall dreams so well as some here know / i have been as of late / so i was online here in this chat alone / then names of emations began to enter / as sad happy and such / then i woke up feeling kinda ok /
(09:10:01) (host-merri) maybe these are the emotions you feel when in chat, Ral
(09:11:23) (Raleigh) i feel massive emotions here
(09:11:30) (host-merri) and that is what your dream is showing you
(09:11:33) (Raleigh) i shake even at times
(09:11:37) (Raleigh) sweat
(09:11:42) (Wanda) Perhaps you are picking up emotions from others here Ral
(09:11:42) (Raleigh) nervios like
(09:11:56) (Raleigh) yes wanda prhaps
(09:12:40) (Blu) Do you experience that in other places at other times Ral?
(09:12:49) (Raleigh) im not sure merri / it may be as i just said / wanda too / that i feel emotions of others
(09:12:51) (host-merri) and the lesson could be control, Ral
(09:13:06) (host-merri) learning to control these emotions
(09:13:10) (merlin) tell yourself Ral " I AM STILL IN MY MIND AND BODY"
(09:13:12) (LoveInfinity) control your emotions online
(09:13:17) (Raleigh) yes as you know i am in control classes now merri
(09:13:27) (Raleigh) k
(09:13:40) (Raleigh) merlin ok ty
(09:13:53) (host-merri) the chatroom is good practice for you Ral
(09:13:57) (Raleigh) i become 1 with the computer
(09:14:11) (Raleigh) then i cant speak cause i cant type
(09:14:13) (merlin) ask yourself Ral what would buddha do ?
(09:14:25) (Wanda) Slow down, breath deeply and ground yourself Ral when you start to feel this way
(09:15:57) (WalksInSpirit) Ral, what helps me is putting on my headphones and some good music while I am in chat.
(09:16:14) (host-merri) anyone else with a dream to share tonight?
(09:16:23) (Raleigh) yes walk i play big music as i am here
(09:17:07) (merlin) i do
(09:18:18) (host-merri) any questions on dreaming?
(09:18:22) (Light_Bearer_Helen) Does everyone dream in color? speak and hear in dreams? Feel pain? Feel hot / cold?
(09:18:38) (ky-mike) yes ...vivid
(09:18:44) (Lory) Yes, Helen, I do all those things.
(09:18:44) (host-merri) lol all of the above, Helen
(09:18:45) (WalksInSpirit) D. All of the above - Helen :-)
(09:18:46) (Wanda) all of the above, smell too
(09:18:46) (Q) yes.. all the time.
(09:18:48) (ron) yes
(09:19:22) (LoveInfinity) I dream in Ted Turner Vision
(09:19:25) (Raleigh) b/w for me
(09:19:33) (Light_Bearer_Helen) HD - surround sound...
(09:19:38) (host-merri) dreaming can be and usually is quite an experience
(09:19:40) (LoveInfinity) with surround sound Dolby digital
(09:19:41) (ron) at least no commercials
(09:19:52) (merlin) i got 1 merri
(09:20:07) (host-merri) you're on merlin
(09:20:09) (Light_Bearer_Helen) can anyone keep a dream going after they wake up? I cannot but heard it can be done.
(09:20:27) (host-merri) yes in lucid dreaming
(09:20:35) (Wanda) If I can go back to sleep I can continue it
(09:20:37) (ron) a clarification or a continueing story
(09:20:43) (merlin) ok .........i was in a dorm room with some other girls and we were going to take showers ,
(09:21:09) (merlin) when i got back i saw on the window sill an owl
(09:21:41) (merlin) he looked at me and i at him , he acted as if he had a broken wing
(09:22:16) (merlin) so once i was dressed i told him lets go and find u some help
(09:22:42) (merlin) so i put him on my shoulder and left the room
(09:23:16) (Raleigh) so he was not hurt just acted that way?
(09:23:31) (merlin) as we entered the hallway a bunch of girls were there and i heard 1 say " theres that ugly bird i threw stones at
(09:23:45) (BlackWolf) Owls are the wings of the Spirit.
(09:24:02) (Raleigh) yes nick
(09:24:06) (WalksInSpirit) Owls are the messenger of death & a really bad omen, too!
(09:24:22) (Blu) But that is only for the Comanche
(09:24:34) (Wanda) Spirit with a broken wing
(09:24:35) (Lory) Finish the dream, merlin.
(09:24:39) (merlin) so then we went back into the bedroom and i put him down and said to him i will bring help hewre for u.
(09:25:20) (merlin) i went back out and was forced back into the room .
(09:25:24) (Raleigh) did you guard the owl merlin?
(09:25:47) (merlin) then i realized he wasn't there any more .
(09:26:14) (LoveInfinity) the owl represents your intellect and how you feel folks attack you when you have an idea
(09:26:17) (Raleigh) gee melin intense
(09:26:23) (merlin) so i looked out side and there he was with 2 other birds of a differant type
(09:26:34) (LoveInfinity) nned to let your feelings out when that happens
(09:26:39) (Raleigh) hmm / owl means wisdom too ya know
(09:26:52) (Raleigh) hmmm
(09:26:53) (ron) nice ral
(08:21:47) (Raleigh) hmmm
(08:21:58) (Raleigh) i had teeny dreamz merri
(08:22:19) (host-merri) tell us Ral
(08:22:22) (Raleigh) k
(08:23:12) (Raleigh) so as you know i dream i am sure / yet just need to recall better you know / well as of late ive been recalling a few
(08:23:27) (Raleigh) so this 1 i do recall vivid
(08:23:41) (Raleigh) it was i was in chat here alone
(08:23:53) (Raleigh) so then names began to appear
(08:23:54) (Raleigh) as
(08:23:56) (Raleigh) sad
(08:23:59) (Raleigh) happy
(08:24:06) (Raleigh) say emoions
(08:24:33) (Raleigh) so that was all i recall and really dont know why such a dream
(08:25:07) (host-merri) associating names with emotions Ral?
(08:25:11) (ron) emotional experience regarding your possible lonliness
(08:25:20) (Raleigh) yes im not sure
(08:25:59) (Raleigh) weel yes as you know i am alone fist time ever in my life so that could be it yes ron
(08:26:05) (ron) the need to communicate your feelings
(08:26:07) (host-merri) a certain name can spark or represent an emotion
(08:26:39) (Raleigh) well merri these where not names l9ike / they were emotions
(08:26:57) (Raleigh) then
(08:26:58) (host-merri) you said names began to appear
(08:27:00) (Raleigh) another
(08:27:04) (Raleigh) huh
(08:28:00) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I don't want to interrupt Raleigh, so please let me know when I can share my dream to get some advice. Thanks.
(08:28:18) (Raleigh) oh hi helen
(08:28:22) (Raleigh) you go ahed
(08:28:24) (Light_Bearer_Helen) Hello, Raleigh!!
(08:28:27) (Raleigh) ahead
(08:28:33) (Light_Bearer_Helen) ok - thanks.
(08:28:44) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I had a yellow lab for over 12 years - she was the love of my life, she was very special to me. In my dream (both before and after she died), I would dream that I would be with her and then through careless behavior (doing something I know I shouldn't do, but do anyway) I'd lose her. In my dream my gut feeling always told me that my actions would cause Roxy to run away or somehow be lost to me, but I did it anyhow.
(08:28:50) (Light_Bearer_Helen) The strange part is that I can never remember what I did actually that created circumstances where we'd be separated. But in my dream I'm incredibally distressed that she's not with me. I even seem to remember justifying my behavior (to someone - not sure who), all the while worrying horribly about Roxy.
(08:28:55) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I wake up feeling ill. I've had this recurring dream for years and don't know how to interpret it exactly. I really hate these dreams and I'm very disturbed by them.
(08:31:34) (host-merri) what is going on in your life in the present Helen?
(08:31:43) (LoveInfinity) so what did we figure out for rals emotioncons dream
(08:31:46) (Light_Bearer_Helen) almost nothing.
(08:32:02) (Light_Bearer_Helen) truthfully - no family, an ok job...
(08:32:12) (Light_Bearer_Helen) not a lot of stuff do to after work...
(08:32:15) (Light_Bearer_Helen) kinda boring.
(08:32:19) (host-merri) but there is something you are not facing
(08:32:31) (host-merri) that is why the dream recurrs
(08:32:33) (Light_Bearer_Helen) how would I find out what that might be?
(08:32:52) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I get the analogy about doing something I should do but do anyhow...
(08:32:54) (host-merri) some adjustment needs to be made
(08:33:02) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I could exercise more, be more social, etc.
(08:33:09) (host-merri) or loss will occur
(08:33:10) (ron) apparently you still miss that emotional companionship...and are still in sharing some of these experiences with Roxy from another level...still comes by to be with you when Roxy thinks of you
(08:33:30) (ky-mike) r loved 1,s come thruin dreams ... on any way they can.. to let us know
(08:33:32) (Light_Bearer_Helen) there are no words to describe how much I miss her...
(08:33:36) (Raleigh) know that she is energy helen
(08:33:41) (ron) there is this emotional attuenment still gouing on
(08:33:46) (Raleigh) she is still living
(08:33:56) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I believe that, Raliegh.
(08:34:07) (Raleigh) ec speaks of this not talked of much ok
(08:34:09) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I feel like I let her down somehow - the jist of the dream.
(08:34:18) (Raleigh) animals do riencarnate
(08:34:25) (ky-mike) light , my pets r waiting 4 me @ rainbow bridge....an i will see them again !
(08:34:37) (Raleigh) you will see roxy again helen
(08:34:39) (Raleigh) :)
(08:34:39) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I know I'll be with Roxy again. But hte dreams are so very disturbing...
(08:35:01) (host-merri) they are sending you a message Helen
(08:35:05) (ky-mike) love never dies
(08:35:10) (Raleigh) no helen never condemn yourself k
(08:35:12) (host-merri) that is why they are disturbing
(08:35:22) (Light_Bearer_Helen) is Rox ok...? Do you think?
(08:35:28) (Raleigh) yes
(08:35:33) (ky-mike) no gilt trips
(08:35:41) (host-merri) not to worry about Roxy
(08:35:50) (host-merri) Roxy is worried about you
(08:35:56) (Lory) Perhaps Roxy is encouraging you to get another pet to love and care for, LightBearerHelen. I've recently been there and I love my new little 'Beau'.
(08:36:07) (Raleigh) yes hear merri ok
(08:36:23) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I will consider that. Most certainly.
(08:36:29) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I never thought of that either....
(08:37:03) (host-merri) usually this kind of dream will relate to something in the present Helen
(08:37:18) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I don't know what....
(08:37:21) (Light_Bearer_Helen) it's so hard to know...
(08:37:39) (Blu) you will know by the feeling Helen
(08:37:40) (Light_Bearer_Helen) but I think so. Maybe a long standing bad habit, or someting?
(08:37:42) (Raleigh) or it could be just lost of the love of roxy too
(08:37:54) (Blu) where in your life do you feel the same as in your dream?
(08:38:06) (Raleigh) well
(08:38:08) (Light_Bearer_Helen) never, that I can think.
(08:38:36) (Blu) somewhere you feel you have failed yourself
(08:38:52) (ky-mike) yes
(08:38:53) (Light_Bearer_Helen) oh - that. Yeah - I can say that's true.
(08:38:55) (ron) she may be in mood for companionship with whatever her choice may be
(08:39:06) (Blu) then nurture yourself
(08:39:12) (Raleigh) she didnt run away
(08:39:22) (Raleigh) she had to pass
(08:39:31) (Raleigh) to get new clay
(08:39:45) (ky-mike) once we know there in abetter place... it gets easer ... we will see them again
(08:39:46) (ron) i should have wrote "need of"
(08:40:03) (Light_Bearer_Helen) Thanks for the clarification, Ron. :)
(08:40:04) (Raleigh) yes yo be free say / as roxy
(08:40:09) (Raleigh) do that still
(08:40:53) (Raleigh) always be free say kinda careless
(08:41:29) (host-merri) and it maybe about sharing Helen, like Lory said a new companion may be in order
(08:41:41) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I've been giving that some thought for a while now.
(08:42:01) (host-merri) good
(08:43:01) (host-merri) Thankyou for sharing your dream Helen
(08:43:11) (Light_Bearer_Helen) Thank you everyone for your thoughts. I'm deeply grateful for your thoughts and encouragement.
(08:44:13) (host-merri) keep track of your dreams Helen you may even have more clarification thru another dream
(08:44:30) (Light_Bearer_Helen) I'm starting to write them down now.
(08:44:38) (Blu) cool helen
(08:50:15) (host-merri) ok anyone else with a dream to share
(08:50:29) (LoveInfinity) OOO me OOO me (raising hand)
(08:50:49) (host-merri) go for it Love!
(08:53:40) (ron) :)..bill:)
(08:53:43) (LoveInfinity) Well I know everyone just loves this but I had another OBE. We were flying around the house and I noticed when I talked or clapped my hands I had a sharp pain in my left upper groin area, then i felt my guide gently set me back into my body when I awoke I got up to check and sure enough I had a pain dont know what from but I did have surgey there 9 years ago, END
(08:53:44) (Raleigh) well love / are you next / :)
(08:54:16) (LoveInfinity) no Bill, No PB&J that night
(08:54:23) (ron) might have that looked into again by a doctor
(08:54:41) (Raleigh) and merri could we analize mine after love pls
(08:55:22) (ron) clap of the hands is to get your attention
(08:55:26) (LoveInfinity) that was the first thing I thought as well ron
(08:55:43) (host-merri) agree with ron
(08:56:46) (host-merri) could be keloid tissue attaching
(08:57:02) (host-merri) from previous surgery
(08:57:15) (Raleigh) flying? around the house / :)
(08:57:36) (Raleigh) fun love
(08:57:40) (LoveInfinity) yes ral , I enjoy it, true freedom
(08:57:42) (host-merri) not serious but can be uncomfortable
(08:57:56) (Raleigh) i flew a couple times fun huh
(08:58:33) (host-merri) are you going to have a dr check, Love?
(08:58:43) (LoveInfinity) agree merri, I have had alot of these type dreams this year the more intuitive I get and I thought it wwas important to bring it up so as others are more aware of their dreams and how they can help to heal you
(08:58:54) (LoveInfinity) next week merri , yes
(08:59:15) (Raleigh) ge a mainartey there lovr
(08:59:31) (host-merri) Good, Love
(08:59:43) (Bill) hernia
(08:59:53) (LoveInfinity) yes
(08:59:57) (Wanda) That is what I was thinking Bill
(09:00:30) (ron) that was my first thought, bill...but, yet the operation..could one have this lesion thing after such an operation?
(09:01:11) (Bill) its not unusual to make a new tear after a hernis op.
(09:01:21) (Raleigh) so love castor paks too then ok
(09:01:36) (Wanda) Maybe another weakness around area
(09:02:32) (LoveInfinity) well lets just say the whole side is weak
(09:03:00) (LoveInfinity) 2 major surgeries on that side achs and pains here and there
(09:04:28) (host-merri) thankyou for sharing Love and please take care
(09:04:37) (LoveInfinity) I will Thanks merri
(09:04:52) (LoveInfinity) I cant leave yet much to do, lol
(09:05:06) (host-merri) now what about your dream Ral
(09:05:23) (Raleigh) love is done?
(09:05:35) (ky-mike) com on ral
(09:05:36) (host-merri) yes
(09:05:41) (Raleigh) k
(09:05:49) (Raleigh) ill type her out brb
(09:05:56) (host-merri) retell for those who came in late
(09:06:31) (Raleigh) how bout my fling dream years ogo merri?
(09:06:42) (Raleigh) flying
(09:06:51) (host-merri) stay on track Ral
(09:06:56) (Raleigh) k
(09:07:01) (Raleigh) ok merri
(09:07:02) (Raleigh) brb
(09:07:05) (host-merri) we are dealing with the current dream
(09:08:45) (Raleigh) so i dont recall dreams so well as some here know / i have been as of late / so i was online here in this chat alone / then names of emations began to enter / as sad happy and such / then i woke up feeling kinda ok /
(09:10:01) (host-merri) maybe these are the emotions you feel when in chat, Ral
(09:11:23) (Raleigh) i feel massive emotions here
(09:11:30) (host-merri) and that is what your dream is showing you
(09:11:33) (Raleigh) i shake even at times
(09:11:37) (Raleigh) sweat
(09:11:42) (Wanda) Perhaps you are picking up emotions from others here Ral
(09:11:42) (Raleigh) nervios like
(09:11:56) (Raleigh) yes wanda prhaps
(09:12:40) (Blu) Do you experience that in other places at other times Ral?
(09:12:49) (Raleigh) im not sure merri / it may be as i just said / wanda too / that i feel emotions of others
(09:12:51) (host-merri) and the lesson could be control, Ral
(09:13:06) (host-merri) learning to control these emotions
(09:13:10) (merlin) tell yourself Ral " I AM STILL IN MY MIND AND BODY"
(09:13:12) (LoveInfinity) control your emotions online
(09:13:17) (Raleigh) yes as you know i am in control classes now merri
(09:13:27) (Raleigh) k
(09:13:40) (Raleigh) merlin ok ty
(09:13:53) (host-merri) the chatroom is good practice for you Ral
(09:13:57) (Raleigh) i become 1 with the computer
(09:14:11) (Raleigh) then i cant speak cause i cant type
(09:14:13) (merlin) ask yourself Ral what would buddha do ?
(09:14:25) (Wanda) Slow down, breath deeply and ground yourself Ral when you start to feel this way
(09:15:57) (WalksInSpirit) Ral, what helps me is putting on my headphones and some good music while I am in chat.
(09:16:14) (host-merri) anyone else with a dream to share tonight?
(09:16:23) (Raleigh) yes walk i play big music as i am here
(09:17:07) (merlin) i do
(09:18:18) (host-merri) any questions on dreaming?
(09:18:22) (Light_Bearer_Helen) Does everyone dream in color? speak and hear in dreams? Feel pain? Feel hot / cold?
(09:18:38) (ky-mike) yes ...vivid
(09:18:44) (Lory) Yes, Helen, I do all those things.
(09:18:44) (host-merri) lol all of the above, Helen
(09:18:45) (WalksInSpirit) D. All of the above - Helen :-)
(09:18:46) (Wanda) all of the above, smell too
(09:18:46) (Q) yes.. all the time.
(09:18:48) (ron) yes
(09:19:22) (LoveInfinity) I dream in Ted Turner Vision
(09:19:25) (Raleigh) b/w for me
(09:19:33) (Light_Bearer_Helen) HD - surround sound...
(09:19:38) (host-merri) dreaming can be and usually is quite an experience
(09:19:40) (LoveInfinity) with surround sound Dolby digital
(09:19:41) (ron) at least no commercials
(09:19:52) (merlin) i got 1 merri
(09:20:07) (host-merri) you're on merlin
(09:20:09) (Light_Bearer_Helen) can anyone keep a dream going after they wake up? I cannot but heard it can be done.
(09:20:27) (host-merri) yes in lucid dreaming
(09:20:35) (Wanda) If I can go back to sleep I can continue it
(09:20:37) (ron) a clarification or a continueing story
(09:20:43) (merlin) ok .........i was in a dorm room with some other girls and we were going to take showers ,
(09:21:09) (merlin) when i got back i saw on the window sill an owl
(09:21:41) (merlin) he looked at me and i at him , he acted as if he had a broken wing
(09:22:16) (merlin) so once i was dressed i told him lets go and find u some help
(09:22:42) (merlin) so i put him on my shoulder and left the room
(09:23:16) (Raleigh) so he was not hurt just acted that way?
(09:23:31) (merlin) as we entered the hallway a bunch of girls were there and i heard 1 say " theres that ugly bird i threw stones at
(09:23:45) (BlackWolf) Owls are the wings of the Spirit.
(09:24:02) (Raleigh) yes nick
(09:24:06) (WalksInSpirit) Owls are the messenger of death & a really bad omen, too!
(09:24:22) (Blu) But that is only for the Comanche
(09:24:34) (Wanda) Spirit with a broken wing
(09:24:35) (Lory) Finish the dream, merlin.
(09:24:39) (merlin) so then we went back into the bedroom and i put him down and said to him i will bring help hewre for u.
(09:25:20) (merlin) i went back out and was forced back into the room .
(09:25:24) (Raleigh) did you guard the owl merlin?
(09:25:47) (merlin) then i realized he wasn't there any more .
(09:26:14) (LoveInfinity) the owl represents your intellect and how you feel folks attack you when you have an idea
(09:26:17) (Raleigh) gee melin intense
(09:26:23) (merlin) so i looked out side and there he was with 2 other birds of a differant type
(09:26:34) (LoveInfinity) nned to let your feelings out when that happens
(09:26:39) (Raleigh) hmm / owl means wisdom too ya know
(09:26:52) (Raleigh) hmmm
(09:26:53) (ron) nice ral